MY GOD AND I
Monday, May 5th, 2008I thought murderers of borrowed lives are the worst people here on earth. The blood that gives mark to their faces, the gloves they use to hide their being, and the plans that tell them where to exit and when to do so—all these contribute to brutal persons that are unworthy of any blessing. I never thought of hating other people aside from them—until today.
I just got back to
Manila ; unpacked my bag that gave home for a 2-hour ride to 2 sets of my clothes, a planner, devotional books, a novel, a laptop, and all other necessities that only I can find them necessary. After an hour of rest, I opened the computer and went online. Multiply was getting haywire so I settled for Friendster instead. There I read a post in the bulletin entitled ‘YOU AND YOUR GOD’. The author, as I believe, meant it to be in all-capital letters. I froze for awhile, preparing for my heart to be prepared, although yes, at that time, I still didn’t know if that post is for me. You see, my Christianity is something that I don’t treasure just for religion-related issues. My Christianity is my commitment to God, my Lord and Saviour. Everything in my life connects to Him. All my decisions are made because of Him. MY WORLD REVOLVES AROUND MY CREATOR; so I don’t get it why people make ‘hell’ out of it. Mentioning God in my every sentence is a part of me. My salvation flows in my veins, so try to understand. Just try to understand and shut up.
And now, back to the post, I pressed the mouse and voila:
(CAUTION TO ALL CHRISTIANS: BE NOT DECEIVED BY THIS PERSON. STAND UP FOR WHAT GOD WANTS YOU TO BELIEVE. REMEMBER THAT THE DEVIL IS ALWAYS WORKING.)
Stop being such a hypocrite and see the truth about this so called religion of yours! Do not rely yourself on a belief that there is entity far more superior than any of us that’s gonna protect and bring our soul into salvation. try to consider that possibilty that your GOD does not want you,that he does not like or worse, he HATES you!
Im not saying that there isn’t a GOD. it’s just that,what if,this things that’re taught to us by men who say that they’re the enlightend ones,are just made up? is it a crime to live with ones’ own principles? not to rely on religion? f*ck the thought that someone controls your fate makes me sick!
I was so much disappointed upon reading this. I almost cried out of frustration. How come people still act like this when Jesus shed His own blood to pay for our sins??? It was heart-breaking. I was thinking of ignoring the post and just get on with my life. But dear, I have to stand up for God, defend Him, and perhaps, even take the opportunity to share the Word through this. So I replied with a bulletin post entitled ‘WHATEVER, MAN’:
If you’re getting annoyed with my Christianity, then fine. I’m not forcing you to nod with me, neither am I asking you to read my posts. I have my right to believe what I want to. It’s not your business unless you want it to be.
I know how I am such a pilgrim here on earth. I will be convicted, hated, and rebuked. But whatever, man. I am still going to believe that GOD IS MY REFUGE and HE’S THE ONLY RESON WHY I AM HERE.
Say what you wanna say. Curse. Blurt out all the pinching words. But a man like you won’t move me. The devil is working! I nod in sympathy on how of all the people to rebuke me in the online world, it has to be you.
I don’t believe in what you call the ‘enlightened people’ just because they tell me what they have experienced and wanted me to experience it as well. The only thing that I believe is the Bible. God-breathed book, written by 40 authors, threatened to be lost for so many years, and now, IT IS STILL AROUND, MAKING A WAY TO SHOW US HOW GOD HAS LOVED US…
I pity your soul, mister. Jesus will come again. Suit yourself.
BUT LEAVE ME AND MY GOD ALONE!!!
You’re such a blasphemous person. After you read this, you’ll see your life falling apart into shattered pieces that only GOD (my GOD, the One you took blasphemy upon) can put back.
GOD BLESS, SEMAJ.
JAMES might be his real name. Sadly, his name is actually a hero in the Bible yet he’s using his life in a very satanic way. SIGH.
Oh King of Kings, what is man that Thou art mindful of him? (Psalm 8:4a) Why do they treat you like this after what you’ve done for them, for all of us? Why do they blame you for the struggles that come to their life? Why do they just go on with their lives alone when only You knows what future will bring? Why do they think you don’t exist when they can’t even tell who’s holding the planets afloat? Why do these people are still being loved by You? For as You said Lord, “But God has commendeth His love towards us, in that, while we were yet sinners, Christ died for us. (Romans 5:8)”
"I believe this is heaven to no one else but me, and i’ll defend it long as i can be left here to linger in silence, if i choose to. would you try to understand?" -Yadah Mari Bautista
I love You Lord with all my heart. May all these people try to fathom this love that I have for You and Your mighty love that You have for all of us.
P.S.
To all Christians out there, if you’ve read this from top to bottom, please leave a comment to tell the world of God’s love. Thank you, brothers/sisters. God bless us all.
