Is this a regret?
Saturday, July 14th, 2007It feels good to be so numb..
Not feeling pain. Not feeling an inch of regret with the bad things that i intentionally do.
But after being numb, i now want to be blind.
I don’t feel myself. But I see her hurt.
Hurt which she’ve made herself.
She liked to hold back, coz she thought it’s the wisest thing to do.
But what now??
Is she happy?
No, she’s not.
She’s just good at hiding. She’s VERY MUCH good at it.
One day, she’ll be busted by her own blindspots.
By her own decisions.
