Uncategorized Hatred
I have this nasty part of me which I want to rip off. It upsets people, and I get hurt when they are. I hate it when she knocks them off with words. Especially when she says stuffs to them which are not supposed to be blurted out of anger. I hate it when she affects relationships. I know she feels sorry about what happened, too. Believe it or not, she didn’t mean to do that. Anyway, it was her fault (in some ways). I hate it too when she speaks behind her emotions. She shows people how happy she is when in fact she’s breaking down inside. I hate it when she doesn’t behave so well that she gets reprimanded by the school or anyone. I hate it that she doesn’t like math as much as she does for english lit. I hate it that she have LOTS of regrets. I hate it too when she thinks about those and the Past. I hate it when she jumps from one clique to another. I hate it when she trusts somebody so much that she forgets to set a barrier for herself. I hate it when she shouts. Yeah. I very much hate it when she fails to give the best advices in the Christian world, for I know she tries so hard to sort out the spoken words. I hate it when she asked ’someone’ to watch 10 Things I Hate About You when she knows she has a lot to hate for. Including the stealing of her heart. Oh..I hate it MORE when she still hopes when there’s actually nothing to hope for, anymore.
This year is the year of open doors. I believe in that. But I want her to close the doors for him.*Sighs*
