The Heartstrings of an Angel

It’s funny, yet it’s sarcastic. Have you experienced the longest crying time that you could ever bear? I did. It was just last night. I actually had one before. But this has gone beyond what my eyes could take. I ran out of tears actually. I revealed the crybaby in me without being aware of it. It appeared as if someone stole my last piece of chocolate. With all my heart I sobbed my prayers to my Father. Really. They were the loudest prayers that I proclaimed to God in my entire life. The most used words were ‘sorry’ and ‘comfort me’. I adored that time despite the heartaches. I wouldn’t have been able to feel reality biting me to bits. Praise God; for last night has been a wonderfully painful moment for me. I don’t like it any other way. Yes, I am now ready to walk with God after being carried by Him for an extensive time.

Things went haywire. I no longer became able to bear the sacrifices and pain that were given to me. Although, they weren’t supposed to be taken alone, I had no choice. That ‘somebody’ who asked me to stop freaking out is actually the reason I’m blogging my feelings now. ARGH!!!!!!

You may not understand the stuffs that I’m telling you now, but would you mind giving me a hug? Okay, I’m sounding oblivious. But to Niq, Anne, Eesh, Hanch, Belai, Mari, Meg, NiKebAn, Nadz, Daidai, ta Mitz, Loraine, and ate Sherrie, can you extend your arms for me and give me the tightest hug?? Am getting desperate. Sigh.

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