The Heartstrings of an Angel

Struggling with the thoughts, i now come up with a decision.

i hope it’ll work. i wonder if i can stand for it.

everything just seems blurry. and MY *not yours* Tatay would be sadden if i still continue on begging. For that could later on break relationships.

enough of the drama. it’s cynical. and i don’t get it.

you don’t have to grasp me if you don’t want to. i’m not vain to not feel.

i didn’t ask you to stop your world. i just wanted you to include me.

but whatever.

perhaps, it’s better this way.

i’ve decided.

i’ll spend 2007 and the years to come without you.

and just have an intact relationship with My Tatay *not yours*.

i saw you kissed her.

i laughed.haha. dunno why. but suprisingly i did.

will you be saying promises to her too? keep them. i don’t want to hear that she’s crying over your broken promises. like i used to do.

i’ll just sit here. take some time with my Lord. you know, just us. then i’ll stand up. search the world for the purr-fect man. for i know, he’s searching for me too. ’nuff said.

aurevoir xuanee. back off please..

Okay, we’re looking for Mr. Right, not Mr. Perfect. Look over your list, and decide what you can compromise on, like maybe his height, or weight, or musical taste. Then, there are the qualities you should always check for and never give up looking for in a man:

respect for women.No sexist comments. No abusive treatment. No acting like he "owns" you.

unafraid to meet the ‘rents.Girl, if he refuses to meet your parents, then he doesn’t have any good plans for you. Boys with bad intentions can’t look at your parents in the eye, Here’s a bonus tip (which may suck, but it’s true!): parents have this uncanny ability to sniff out a guy’s true intentions. If your folks think he’s not right for you, he probably isn’t.

love for family.Okay, you may think it’s a bit too early to be thinking about this, but a boy who gets on well with his family, especially with his mom and sisters will make a great hubby and dad one day.

a healthy sense of humor.Life can be tough. So find someone who can make you laugh!

drive to succeed.Even with all that women’s lib has acheived for the sexes, men still need to feel that they can take care of you. So a healthy dose of ambition and drive is a good thing for men to have. Losers aren’t much fun to be with, right?

spirituality.There’s something about a man who believes in a Higher Power. He exhibits a lot of great qualities such as humility, love, patience, kindness, hope, and joy. Don’t just look for a guy who goes to church; look for a man who has COMPLETE faith in God, because he’s got most of the things on your list covered!

if you he only knew how much i have laid my life for him,

i would stop depressing the girl within me.

if only i’ll see another sun’s beam

i’ll give it to him .