can’t understand my ego
can’t leave this.how confusing it has been. wishing now i didn’t get what i wanted. hoping i didn’t see what i have seen. i know that im not good enough,to fulfill him with such concerns. i really wasn’t that great for anyone, insecurity is what governs. the stares he made quckly fade away,his mystic laugh sounded like a cry.i want to burn myself to death, pain is what blinks in the sky.
i made him feel betrayed,i left him down there.no wonder he hates me now, and he doesn’t seem to care. i miss him like i never did, it just cleared out to me. it’s so hopeless i know, love seemed too heavy. save me from this depression, pull me out this darkness. this flame keeps on firing at me, my bare hands feel all but softness. am i just selfish, not letting this freaking ego alone. save me from this feeling, let love be shown.
<image:that’s neon.to represent the feeling that burned me inside.>
